The crap there and here ..

There is crap outside,
there is crap inside,
the inside crap creates nothing but the outside crap..
Until I understand and clear up the inside crap,
the outside crap is never going to vanish..
it will remain, in myriad forms, in disguises.. it will lurk behind the most trivial walls,
the moment I accumulate some crap again, it will attack and prevail again..

I vow there by, to WATCH and be awake every moment,
not let the guilt come in, or her cousin, Pride..
never will I collect any crap, or any diamond (a disguise),
and then only,
all the crap will cease to exist..

as, In this moment..